Saturday, March 17, 2012

Silent Killer


When life tows you into the darkest road, insecurity gets the best of you. You yearn for importance. You feel like a ball on the snooker table apprehensive of the hit for reaching down the hole. You start questioning your existence. You conclude your relation with every second person a goof up; mainly you’re a wreck. What you want is for someone to prove how vital your existence is in their life. The insecurity often reaches a level where it’s almost impossible to be sane and you’re aloof from the real world; hence our loved ones fail to pull us out of the gloomy dungeon…

The result of being insecure: You start to think about the beginning, it’s the end, and your life revolves around one decision your insecurity made for you. Insecurity deprives people of their zest of life. We are often ashamed of our insecurities and try to run away but we fail short to realize, faster we run challenging it becomes to handle the depth of insecurity.

Our insecurity develops from how we perceive the world and face the rejection from the society. It ain’t mandatory to be accepted, rejection isn’t the sign of weak. We turn out to be oblivious to the approach of life, instead of zeal and enthusiasm the insecure man chooses to lead it with uncertainty and anxiety. The mind of the insecure man never chooses to not deviate irrespective of anything. The deviation leads to an emotionally wrecked being.

Insecurity is a silent killer to the mind. Every emotion is left crumpled and trashed. There is no cure for insecurity; it’s extremely contagious. As it affects the mind it travels rapidly to the brain, intervening with our sanity. Insecurity is everywhere. One needs to seriously learn to handle it rather than drowning into it. Stop giving up and move on. It’s rude to say but no one cares whether you’re insecure or not. What people require is someone whose in high spirits and cheerful. Agreed everyone goes through the rough phase but facing it and putting it aside is an art that anyone can attain but we choose not to. We prefer suffering; we enjoy the attention and sympathy don’t we? Insecurity will persist in each one of us, only the strong will be able to cast it out and replace with assurance.   

3 comments:

  1. This is devastatingly beautiful, because it's the harsh truth, and yet, you've written it with such fuid ease. :). More often than not, we do enjoy the sympathy and the attention people give us when we're upset.and that just leads to a whole to string of internal problems. But I won't go there, so let's just say I feel really envious of you for writing this blog with such wonderful panache. Brilliant. :)

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  2. This went like, 5 miles over my head. But the language is beautiful, that's true.

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  3. Oh wait, naam likhna bhool gaya. Aritra.

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